it just strikes me....



I look out the window.


I see the flowers in the garden.

There are greenfinches flapping about on the bird feeders.

Apples bending the laden branches of the tree, flowers blooming a touch straggly after the earlier rain. The sun shining now and there is a blue and white sky.


...and though I feel like death warmed up with this flu thing, cough splutter aches and a little too hot.

...and I have some tricky surgery to go through in the next few weeks and months which is just a little bit scary


I remember how bloody lucky I am to be here now.







I've lost quite a few friends lovers and others along the way and I'm sad they are not here any more or we feel different now and have parted but the journeys not done, plenty more love life laughter with all the thorns and dark days colours and light, noise and peace to come

If we are still in the circle together now, thank you for the helping hands and ears the shared everythings over the time passed. Changes are coming but then aren't they always....when was that ever not the case....

fiat lux till that spark arrives from heaven....




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